I read her the first page word for word. She was quiet for a second, and then she said, “Merry, a transfer recommendation like that requires a current performance review. When was your last one?”

I thought about it, and the answer made my stomach drop. “I haven’t had one,” I said. “Not in almost two years. I’ve been on nights the whole time.”

“Then someone pushed this through without the paperwork,” she said. “That’s not a transfer. That’s a shortcut. Go get your personnel file tomorrow and look at it yourself.”

I didn’t sleep much that night. Julian was already home when I got there, and we had the conversation I told you about, the one where he said he ‘facilitated’ things and thought it would be a relief for me. I didn’t tell him about Dana’s question. Something in me wanted to see the file first.

The next morning I went to the medical records office on the second floor before my shift. The clerk was a woman named Elaine who had worked at that hospital longer than most of the doctors. I asked for a copy of my personnel file. She printed it out and set it on the counter, and I flipped through it right there.

My evaluations from the past two years, the ones that should have been on top, were gone.

“Elaine, where are my last two reviews?”

She looked at the screen and then at me, and her face changed. “They were pulled,” she said. “About a month ago.”

“Pulled by who?”

She hesitated, and I could see her deciding whether to tell me. “By Dr. Harlow’s office,” she said. “For the transfer packet.”

I stood there with the papers in my hand and felt something shift. Not sadness. Not even anger. A kind of cold clarity, like stepping into a room and seeing the furniture rearranged. Julian hadn’t just recommended a transfer. He had taken my reviews out of my file.

I asked Elaine for a copy of everything that was left, and she made it without a word. On my way out, I passed the staff lounge, and I could see Paige through the glass door again. This time she was alone, sitting on the same sofa, staring at her phone. She looked up and saw me, and for a second neither of us moved.

I kept walking. I had a shift to finish, and I had something else to do now.

At the end of my break, I called Dana back. “The reviews are missing,” I said. “Julian’s office pulled them.”

She let out a long breath. “Then he’s not just lying to you, Merry. He’s covering something. You need to find out who signed off on that transfer and whether your name is on anything you didn’t sign.”

I stood by the window of the break room and looked out at the parking lot. “Dana,” I said, “he told Paige we were separated.”

“I know,” she said. “The question is who else he told.”

I hadn’t thought about that yet. I had been so focused on what he did to me that I hadn’t asked how many other people he had already convinced. That question stayed with me for the rest of the night. Every time a coworker passed me in the hallway, I wondered what Julian had told them. Every time someone said, “How are you holding up?” I wondered what they thought they knew.

By the time my shift ended, I had made a decision. I wasn’t going to ask Julian anything else. I was going to ask everyone else.

Chapter 4 – What Julian Told People

The next morning I caught Rosa in the supply room before shift change. Rosa has been a night nurse for nineteen years, and she doesn’t sugarcoat anything.

I asked her straight out if Julian had said anything about me. She set down the box she was holding.

“He said you were stepping back,” she told me. “Health reasons. He made it sound like it was your idea and you were relieved.”

I felt my jaw tighten. “When did he say that?”

“Couple of weeks ago. In the break room. He was real calm about it.”

I asked her if anyone else had heard.

She nodded. “A few of us. And he brought Paige around the same time. Introduced her at the staff meeting as his partner.”

I stood there for a second and let that sink in. His partner. In a meeting I wasn’t in, on a shift I was working.

I thanked Rosa and went to find the second colleague, a younger nurse named Terrence who worked the same rotation as me. He was more careful with his words, but he said the same thing.